I hallucinate every day, whether or not I am on drugs. My peripherals are ALWAYS questionable and colors move around if I stare at them for long. This is because I was addicted to amphetamines/methamphetamines for a total of 4 years. So even when I am sober, I suffer from amphetamine psychosis but not so bad to where I can’t function. Welp, today. It’s fucking me.. I picked up a tissue and saw a fat ass spider in it, but didn’t throw it. Simple just set it down slowly.. nothing ran out, nothing ran it.. and now I can’t find the spider.. now I can’t function.